{"id":39243,"date":"2024-01-11T01:39:00","date_gmt":"2024-01-10T20:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/34.226.119.58\/?p=39243"},"modified":"2024-01-09T21:54:46","modified_gmt":"2024-01-09T16:24:46","slug":"history-repeats","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/?p=39243","title":{"rendered":"History repeats.."},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"padding-bottom:20px; padding-top:10px;\" class=\"hupso-share-buttons\"><!-- Hupso Share Buttons - https:\/\/www.hupso.com\/share\/ --><a class=\"hupso_toolbar\" href=\"https:\/\/www.hupso.com\/share\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/static.hupso.com\/share\/buttons\/share-small.png\" style=\"border:0px; padding-top: 5px; float:left;\" alt=\"Share Button\"\/><\/a><script type=\"text\/javascript\">var hupso_services_t=new Array(\"Twitter\",\"Facebook\",\"Google Plus\",\"Email\",\"Print\");var hupso_background_t=\"#EAF4FF\";var hupso_border_t=\"#66CCFF\";var hupso_toolbar_size_t=\"small\";var hupso_image_folder_url = \"\";var hupso_url_t=\"\";var hupso_title_t=\"History%20repeats..\";<\/script><script type=\"text\/javascript\" src=\"https:\/\/static.hupso.com\/share\/js\/share_toolbar.js\"><\/script><!-- Hupso Share Buttons --><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"http:\/\/surahonne.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/Rajashree-Bhagwat.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/surahonne.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/Rajashree-Bhagwat.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-39244\" width=\"197\" height=\"299\" srcset=\"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/Rajashree-Bhagwat.jpg 381w, https:\/\/surahonne.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/Rajashree-Bhagwat-198x300.jpg 198w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 197px) 100vw, 197px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><br>I did not like when she ignored me<br>When she did not talk to me<br>When she left me on my own<br>To succumb to confusions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">What could be the reason<br>I struggled to figure out<br>But always failed<br>Succumbing to silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Minutes of silence stretched to hours<br>Hours to days and days to week<br>And then all came back to normalcy<br>I succumbed to the situation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">My best friend, my role model<br>My confidant and my support<br>All dissolving into thin air<br>I succumbed to defeat, unaware.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Now, years later, I am a mother to teenagers<br>I now understand the reason<br>Why my mom chose to be silent<br>She was living her life with her ups and downs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Having experienced the consequences<br>I cannot see my kids withering<br>To whatever I am facing in my life<br>Be it my hormonal imbalances or health issues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">I choose to make it clear, my reasons for silence<br>I take my time out to reconcile<br>For I want to leave a beautiful image etched<br>In the hearts of my kids to remember, long after I am gone.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"> &#8211;<strong>Rajashree Bhagwat<\/strong>, <strong>Dhenkanal<\/strong>, <strong>Odisha<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<div class='watch-action'><div class='watch-position align-left'><div class='action-like'><a class='lbg-style1 like-39243 jlk' href='javascript:void(0)' data-task='like' data-post_id='39243' data-nonce='a8a04201f5' rel='nofollow'><img class='wti-pixel' src='https:\/\/surahonne.com\/wp-content\/plugins\/wti-like-post\/images\/pixel.gif' title='Like' \/><span class='lc-39243 lc'>+11<\/span><\/a><\/div><\/div> <div class='status-39243 status align-left'><\/div><\/div><div class='wti-clear'><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div style=\"padding-bottom:20px; padding-top:10px;\" class=\"hupso-share-buttons\"><!-- Hupso Share Buttons - https:\/\/www.hupso.com\/share\/ --><a class=\"hupso_toolbar\" href=\"https:\/\/www.hupso.com\/share\/\"><img src=\"https:\/\/static.hupso.com\/share\/buttons\/share-small.png\" style=\"border:0px; padding-top: 5px; float:left;\" alt=\"Share Button\"\/><\/a><script type=\"text\/javascript\">var hupso_services_t=new Array(\"Twitter\",\"Facebook\",\"Google Plus\",\"Email\",\"Print\");var hupso_background_t=\"#EAF4FF\";var hupso_border_t=\"#66CCFF\";var hupso_toolbar_size_t=\"small\";var hupso_image_folder_url = \"\";var hupso_url_t=\"\";var hupso_title_t=\"History%20repeats..\";<\/script><script type=\"text\/javascript\" src=\"https:\/\/static.hupso.com\/share\/js\/share_toolbar.js\"><\/script><!-- Hupso Share Buttons --><\/div><p>I did not like when she ignored meWhen she did not talk to meWhen she left me on my ownTo succumb to confusions. What could be the reasonI struggled to figure outBut always failedSuccumbing to silence. Minutes of silence stretched to hoursHours to days and days to weekAnd then all came back to normalcyI succumbed to the situation. My best friend, my role modelMy confidant and my supportAll dissolving into thin airI succumbed to defeat, unaware. Now, years later, I am a mother to teenagersI now understand the reasonWhy my mom chose to be silentShe was living her life with her ups and downs. Having experienced the consequencesI cannot see my kids witheringTo whatever I am facing in my lifeBe it my hormonal imbalances or health issues. I choose to make it clear, my reasons for silenceI take my time out to reconcileFor I want to leave a beautiful image etchedIn the hearts of my kids to remember, long after I am gone. &#8211;Rajashree Bhagwat, Dhenkanal, Odisha +11<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":343,"featured_media":39244,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39243","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fragrance"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39243","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/343"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39243"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39243\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/39244"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39243"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39243"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surahonne.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39243"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}